am missing YOU right now .
why are YOU going so far away from me ?
YOU been really changed a lots ,
until i fell strange on YOU .
i am really miss YOU and i am so lonely here .
can YOU please just come back ?
at least just stay nearer a bit .
YOU're just so FAR !
a message here and told me that YOU'll leaved tomolo !
i fell like wanna slaps YOU that time !
hate that YOU always broked your promises on me !
we're like separated by a huge wall now .
i am definitely lost your contact .
what is actually going on huh ?! i am so worried !wants to says ,
if YOU could come back right now ,
i'll give YOU the answer that YOU've been waited for so long . where are YOU ?
NEED YOU ASAP !!

Stephy Tang- 電燈膽

假使不能公开妒忌
学习大方接受
同行时要殿后
谁冷落旧朋友
节日约我三位一体的庆祝
沿途明亮灯饰闪映着沉重

言谈越炽热
内在更冰冻

谁当初无心将两方缀合
然后留低只得这寂寞人
仍是你们密友
呆望你们热吻
应该伤感还是快感

*能回避嘛
我怕了当那电灯胆
黏着你们
来来回委曲中受难
一个我被撇低
却又很不惯
要走的一刹又折返
能承认嘛
我故意当那电灯胆
他日你们完场时
入替也不难
善良人埋藏着最坏的心眼
妄想一天你们会散
会选我吗

对换了你身份可应该满足
情人还是知己都拥入怀抱
同情或眼泪
让别个得到

留低的原因
一世的秘密
其实明知只得我是外人
仍是你们密友
呆望你们热吻
应该开心还是痛心

................................................................

即使平时再酷再勇的女强人也会有虚弱的时候,
她始终都还是个女人。
她也需要安慰和被保护的时候。
没有人知道他心里面的空虚和寂寞。
往往酷着外表的那张脸也只不过是用来保护自己罢了,
那只不过是张挂在脸上的一块面具。
跟本没有人知道她心里面其实住着一个真实的自己,
拼命争扎想要脱离面具的生活。
无论开心伤心都要把笑容挂在脸上，
为什么要做这么多东西来保护自己?
全都是因为现实与残酷的世界而照成的。
若害怕会被外界伤害,就要做好防守了,
不然最后偏體磷傷的会是自己。
以为遇到了真正可以拿下面具面对的一个，
才发现原来是场恶梦，
人人都说哭过就好了，
但也已经来不及了，
已经把自己当成賭注，
一次过泼出去，收不回来了。
原来这个世界是真的没有了那两句圣言。
心痛流泪也都已经闷了，
长大后，流泪心痛这种事也只能留在心里做了。
恶梦过了，也是时候要清醒了。
要面对的事情和问题还很多，
一点点的挫折又算得了什么？
此时此刻不祈求些什么，
只希望有个心灵上的知己。。

2010-25-07















finally i've done my nose piercing. whee ^^v
i was went with un-prepared .
definitely nervous and scared ><
















the whole process was just so fast,
its take for a few seconds only.
heard the sounds 'pak'.
open my eyes, and it's done.
a mirror for me to check it out,
i just cant believed that i've done that.
but im really did it. ahaha
when after back home,
i showed it to my mum .
and her face was definitely changed to black .
omg . why was her responds so HUGE ??
isnt i've told her before ??
maybe she still cannot accept that her daugther has changed a lots .
i maked my outlook become naughty but ,
it doesnt mean that i changed my mind to bad also.
and it doesnt related to anyone else !
so you guys, dont think to much -.-
i dont need to make a change because of someone else there . i wont do that stupid stuffs .
so Mum, please dont worried bout me la .
i promised that i wont become as bad as you think like kay ?
let's FINGERCROSS ! hees :)



























mango vs strawberry .














mine one, strawberry in flavour ♥
yumm~ although it doesnt look nice -.-















was raining heavily that day,
but we still ate some icey-icey things.
its coooooool, am almost frozen !
super-duber awesome ! haha >< what a boring sunday we have,
the peoples was fully booked all the cinemas in ipoh. wrrrrr.
there's no movie. no shopping. and no where's to go !
can u imagine that how bored am i ?! goshhhh...
we're sitting on the car and thinking where to go like hell =.=
zzzzz. someones prefer OLD-TOWN.
and the car was finally moving. phewwww~
reached, and wth i wants to says !
the OLD-TOWN service was just like shit. u know shit ?? ishh..
nobody came and served us there.
we went for order by ourself !
and then, dunno where cames a boy? girl ? cames to served us.
after that only he came for giving his served. what for huh ?! bullshit~
well, i dunno what should call him/her.
he's actually a boy who looks like a girl.
eww, i feel like wanna vormit. im sorry to said that.
but he was really act like ... -.-
was really a dumb day we have. haihhh :/ oops, i was scolded a lots.
sorry then.
haleh-luya :)

觸電 ♥

风走在我们前面
甩裙擺畫著圓圈
花美得興高采烈
那香味有點陰險

你在我旁邊的旁邊
但影子卻肩碰肩
偷看一眼　你的唇邊
是不是也有笑意明顯
明明是昨天的事情
怎麼今天我還在經歷
一丁點回憶都能驚天又動地
想問個愚蠢問題
我們再這樣下去
你猜會走到哪裡

但請你不要太快揭開還沉默的情話
先讓我多著急一下再終於等到解答
太容易的愛故事就不耐人回味啦
像這樣觸電　就夠我快樂熔化
我們就耐心培養萌芽不要急著開花
反正有長長的日記等我們去填滿它
在被全世界發現以前先愉快裝傻
就這樣觸電　一直甜蜜觸電
直到爆炸
像一年四個季節
都被你變成夏天
我才會在你面前
總是被曬紅了臉
像一百萬個鞦韆
在我心裡面叛變
被你指尖　碰到指尖
我瞬間就被盪到天邊

寻日同二姐拒地去E-BOX唱K.
我未入过E-BOX所以拒地带我入个间咯，
E-BOX唱歌好平啊，寻日系ladies day, 一个人头十蚊都唔使，
仲有薯条吃添~服务又好，但是音响有dd问题甘咯，
仲有个mic 好鬼大声啊，出边d人猛甘望入来 ==
我都系比较钟意唱K-BOX咯~ 呵呵
三个傻婆响间房入边乱唱，点卖d傻歌，女扮男声响度乱来！笑死我啊..
七点唱完，落好大水啊，然后就返屋企咯~





















二姐的样太靓佐唔曝得光 xD

TOS

Damn bored stayed at home,
going out to T.O.S with 8poh mika and kkb.
was helping 8poh to done her presentation preparations.
cant believed that im doing STPM MUET lor wey !
its really hard dou BOOM ! ><

3.15pm, tea time. KKB punya meal.
he seems like ten years never eat gem..
i saw hundreds and thousands calory plus fat inside his food !
peanut jam+ ice cream, omg.. fat sei him ! lol
while kkb was busying ate-ing there,
i was trying hard and almost BOOM it my head to finished her idiot homeworks muet.




finally done it ! and its time to way back home...
ohmyfuckgod !! mika wong was driving yesterday.
its was freaking nervous ! >< SCARY and also FUNNY !! =D

saturday night ♥

she's my sista evon :)



















she's definitely enjoyed to polished my nail -.-
and im actually dislike those colour lor ~

celebrated friend's birthday at K-box parade, eunni was stayed a night at my home :) were finished sings at 12.00am midnight and gone home. owhh, how bored was it -.-
its the first time ever i said bored in k-room, there's no chance for me to sings, and the songs i picked, they skipped ! Beh songggggggg !!! ><

todayy, hanging with eunni at parade again..
bought a lot and spend a lot $$$ :$
met m'sia singer KAY at MDC shop,
so familiar when i her face, then only i regconized was her.. Its raining heavy-heavily, mummy comes and fetch us homeeeeee..

原 来我跟这位靓女已经十一年朋友佐喔!寻日同她行街king计时才发觉原来我地识佐甘来了窝~讲出来个时都吓到一下..然后两个傻婆尽然在coffee shop里面大叫 = = 原本讲好佐约出来看戏geh，买唔到票就维有改去唱k咯..好耐某唱啊，没进去就惊跟等阵会唔会唱到一半就走音~好鱼个嘛...点知??我家阵好拉得阿~气拍比以前仲好多添! 唱“暧昧”尽然某走音喔!吓倒隔离各个jessie lam!哈哈..我们识佐十一年依然可以保持甘好的关系仲成日一起行街真是难得阿..掌声鼓励鼓励~哈哈..记 得对上一次约出来的时候是旧年的事咯..一年某见再约出来仲有甘多耶讲才是神奇..仲记得以前小学的时候同她同班的各个丑丑的jessie（haha,唔 好意思阿!），放学后返到屋企仲成日打电话被对方谈天直到大家都被阿妈闹竟肯挂电话，我真是好感激她架，以前向小学遇过一点问题，过时某人来开导我，成日 做咩耶都自己一个，好才有他扎~一路到易家变到（又高又靓！追求者多到排去新加玻的）jessie..她的变化真是有够大的，另我难以接受阿! 但是我已经接受佐拉!或者易个就是传说中所谓的“女大十八变”呱~但是我依然是甘重来某变过..我会真惜我们的友谊的拉..希望大日即使大家变佐 AUNTY 过后，我地依然可以甘好...哈哈

我中佐尼首歌个毒啊 ! =/

我中佐尼首歌个毒啊 ! =/

BY2-爱上你

BY2 - 爱上你
作词：林天爱 Mr. Mars 作曲：林天爱
什么 都不要懂 只想 继续做梦
害怕 醒来以后 握不住你的手
是谁 太不成熟 没体谅彼此感受
我 不停寻找着理由 解释 分手
心好空 像没温度的 气球
我的灵魂困在回 忆中 动也不能动
爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
可是怀念 竟比失去 还要更难受
噢爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落
可 惜 你永远 都不会懂
什么 都不要懂 只想 继续做梦
害怕 醒来以后 握不住你的手
如果 同一秒钟 你也 想起了我
心 只要能微微颤抖 就已足够
爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
可是怀念 竟比失去 还要更难受
噢爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落
或许 我永远 都 看不透
爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐 在回忆中 反复的交错
噢爱让我 想起你的时候 泪禁不住滑落
可惜 你永远 都不会懂
放心 我还会 好好的过

back to school .

was going back to school with my sui lou eunni today.
omfg! the school staff there was like shit lor weyy ! they are looking us like dinasours or aliens??!
espesially that fxxxker assis. headmistress, her face was just like BULLSHIT ! you know bullshit ??
were aksed her to signed a little bit of cert for us to apply college, but she was acting busy there and aks us to find another guru kanan to signed it for us ! owhh halo~who cares?!!!! wrrrrr..
then we found puan Lok, my ex english teacher ♥. long long time didnt see her , she seems a little bit old compared to past. i love english because of her also, her class was always interesting,Pn Lok will never and wont let us fell sleepy in the class, when having her periods,everyone was so concentrate and no one will fall sleep, were like her so muchhieeee =)
back to the school, when after were finished our signed, eunni took bus with mee.
long long time didnt took bus, so HOT but anyway its fun ^^v
since the time was still earl, we decided to lepak at ipoh parade. well, its boreddd and nothings to buys, then we went to assam house and visited our ex-workmate. HAHA
then, we gone backk home (eunni's home) im following her gone home la~ hehehe
reached her home, she was busying doing her housework and im busying on9 =P
afters, her mum was back. then we hide inside the room and captured la, 'kachak kachak' !!
she made a chain for me, and e have we got the same leglace, AWESOME ! >< 

Abang cute aku ! :D

as having an aunty-shop with family at Tesco last night.
everyone was just finished our dinner, so full and sooo lazy to push the trolley ,
so the things to buy was just holding with hands.
well, im holding the shampoo : )
then ,were bought a pack of uncooked rice for our puppiesssss.
10 kilograms of it, no trolley and no ones could hold that, heavyy lo weyyyy :/
then mummy aks my brother to take it zzzzzz
ohhh no, he's going to showing off again = =
he was holding the pack of rice and walking all around the tesco and
acting MAN there, saids he dont need the trolley, hahaha stupid !
he was posing nicely there for me to captured.
long long time didnt heard him joking around already , miss our childhood a LOT ! :(
YOU STUPID IDIOT YHY !
im almost laughing my ass and my tears out last night !
And these is the story of my dearest brother Yew Hon Yeun. LOL =D

voodooooo night ♥

晨早九点几，两条狗就架着堂红色的‘公蕉仔’来我屋企.
搞到我要一早弹起升，
无觉好顺的拉，
仲无啦啦整张牛肉干过来!
响门口度吵死人，
仲以为是隔离又响度吵，
点知落到来，见到两只狗栋着响我门口度.
然后就整张耶过来，
理由叻?
警察叔叔：每间屋最多静系可以养两只狗，
你地有三只，所以我有被你一张saman．
多出一只狗仔都唔得!
放屁拉! 狗到死 !
其实屋企入边仲有一只，呵呵~
好才无放出来添，唔系又整多张啊!
拒话我d狗无狗派，
然后狗派拿到出来又无声出窝，
就cincai揾d理由死到要折张耶被我。
张单度系写犯UUK 7,话我d狗无狗派架!
我无咩!　正黑衣来的 !
个五十蚊，被你地咯!!
越捻越唔对路啊，
隔三间个间屋养六只添啊! 点解唔捉他，
堂车仲迫正我门口!
事情内有乾坤啊 !
一定是隔壁个只死人头报的!
无被我知道是拒，
叫拒夜晚训觉记得锁好度门阿!!!
死鸭!! 做卖塞d拉扎工，
住我隔离我都觉得鱼啊 !
击死我拉!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!　><

今日同阿jessie姐去睇 〈叶问〉. 我寻晚三点几占顺，今早晨早就同我来个夺命call . 真是好眼顺啊. 眼都开唔到甘了 - . -
就 甘无段段又给她带佐去睇买塞d武术片了,等我睇都尼套戏又捻到某些人. 八婆jessie lam! 不过好才套戏都几好睇，令我对武术片唔再有偏见..顺便打下广告，叶问真是唔错架! 个男主角好靓仔! 我先先以为我会一入场就顺到散场架，点知睇完个阵仲精神过入场个阵..睇 完戏觉得有d肚饿，然后好自然甘就行佐去揾耶吃拉..真是甘岩得甘乔响吃耶个度遇到识的朋友，是一个超耐无见的朋友,拒认得我已经是好出奇了.同她倾佐两 句尽然连吃耶打折扣，真是有d d搞笑咯 = = 吃完佐然后mummy就来载我返屋企拉，唔知咩事，今日只只交通圈都有白脚系度封塞d路..搞到我地要揾路返屋企..两个字,无耐!! 一个钟后终于都返到屋企了，一返到我第一件事做的是不管三七二十一，顺教先! 边个都无佐着本小姐就沉 >< 然侯就顺都好似只猪甘~叫極都唔識醒，mummy叫我起身吃饭，几乎拍都我度门要烂拉，我都唔睬她..呵呵呵呵 :P 尼牌成日都出街，早又出晚又出，晚晚无一两点都唔返，无咩时间开电脑blogging 添, 要我的blog等我甘耐真是唔好意思了，忽然间好挂着我的blog就入来写下拒拉.. 写佐甘耐都唔知自己响度写更d咩，唔写了! 消夜时间，又出去鲁..byebye~

clubbin night !

followed a friend to BARROOM last night. he was invited all his friend and i was BORED. im having a big 'doikau' with all of them.. lol doesnt understood what they are talkin bout. totally gived up! = =!! Luckily met Calvinfong and also his friend Joel there. but also the same..zzz
just sitting there and HEINEKEN-ing. but at least got somebody knows there to 'chui sui' ... joel was ated 8 lemons in a night. LMAO!!! laugh sei me! dei lei sei la..HAHAHA.after that , jessie came also.. HAHA i was so happy to see her ! im joining her there after that.we were dancing all over around, and didnt care and thinks anything ! feels awesome ! definitely FUN ! when we was enjoying our ugly danced, a person cames to my front and treats me a bottel of Tiger ,was really scared that time. Luckily a GENTLEMAN helped me to finished it. HAHA! ohmygod luckily he was there that time. huuuuu.....continued dancing...haha
2 sumthing my head started to dizzy.well, i've drank 5 bottle last night.didnt drunk also, im getting handal on drinks alcoholic now ! hahaha. then, kkb fetched me back. almost 3 only arrives to home.mummy open the doors for me, she said : be quite, dont shocked the lion,if not u will be finished later ! she's meaning my dad lar hahaha. headache ! straight away run to upstairs and quickly change off the clothes smells with cigarettes and alcohol's , dropped to my bed straighted to the morning...zzz

A night spending with them !

Was having movie TRIPLE TAP with MIKAwong and Kkb.8.36pm arrives and fetch me,they was late last night ! i've been ready so early and waited them so long ! i was sitting there for among half and hours until my ass pain ! =[ lolz. back to the movie.ohmygoshhh !!Louis koo and Daniel wu was fcuking handsome inside those movie ! were both, mika and me are almost getting crazy in the cinema ! mika likes Louis koo ,but i like daniel wu mores ! >< when after the movie , were continued it to K-room. mika and me was singging none stop, but someonelse there was just enjoying listening and didnt sing at all ,even though the mic also he didnt hold at all = = KKB! whole night, he was just sitting there and choosing songs, help us to captured, and his mum was calling him none stop. hahaha! and we made a jokes on a blanket with one of the k-box staff there,the staff was looking cute and funny!haha 2.00am, finished sanging, kkb was fetching us back. THANKS for u guys there was accompanied me a night ! i was expected myself to cried last night but i didnt. yay, i finally make it :) will be follow kkb to BARROOM later. just wanna hangging out there and going somewhere with peopless to stressing down my mind.hope that will be having lots of fun later.btw, just enjoyyyyyy! :]